The responsibility is too much at times and I find it difficult to talk about it, I guess blocking it out of my mind only exasperates the issue further.

Growing up in an asian household you hear and see how future relationships are formed, some in 1 hour and others in a matter of weeks. The pressure at times is unbearable especially knowing that you life has been planned for you and that you are expected to life it for other people...

It does not help being the only son.

Within 2 weeks my life had been planned for me, a relationship formed out of some interest in each others lives. "You will have ot call them Dad and Mom now" I was told, "you have a new family" I should have ..........